Friday, February 02, 2007
Depressed and alone...
1:27 AM
This week is probably one of the worst that I have experienced.I am currently depressed and afraid.I am afraid that the bad things in the past would come back and haunt me.I am currently facing problems which have a possibility to scar my life.. One is about grades..and the other is about a friend..The grades that I had during the exams were pretty low.I really sucked big time and this is my last chance.I really need to make up and strive harder and more harder so that I can survive 10th grade.I really want to graduate from high school and I really want to reach my dreams and goals in the future.I hope to achieve them and pass tenth grade.Next to a bigger scenario.I am currently facing a problem.and its a big one,or at least I think it is.Maybe I am just paranoid..I hope so..My best friend and I have always been there for each other.But we are currently somewhat "cooled off" and I am being paranoid.But lately he has been saying signs about thinking twice in our friendship.Like he said "You should learn how to depend on yourself so that in the future you can stand on your own.." or "You have to face the truth.." I seriously hope that this would not end grimly..I love him so much as a friend and I have sacrificed a lot in our friendship.I hope and pray to God that He would help us by giving obstacles but also helping us to have a strong bond in our friendship...