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I am really addicted to this song because it has such a deep meaning and I keep on singing it for days now..I wish I could've listened to the whole song.. Anyways.. here's the lyrics...
Fear is any army
Fighting against me
Fighting a lost cause
If I could only change their uniform
They'd be soldiers of love
Marching on and on
Love is any army
Waiting for me
Waiting for this girl
If I could only stretch my arms around you
I'd suddenly see
There ain't nothin' wrong with me
Hear
Words fly out
The roof of my mouth
They found a flaw In my armor
Heart so still
Your beating will
Heal the wars I remember, remember
Blue is the ocean
Calling me in Calling me near
If I could only learn
To breathe down here
I know I would be
At home under the sea
Yeah
[Chorus]
I'll bend my sword
Against the world
I'll push on through
In spite of you
Love is an army
Waiting for me
Waiting for this girl
such inspirational and sweet lyrics...ballads like these get me every time especially LeAnn Rimes,Kelly Clarkson and the other's songs.... That's all for now.Peace out!!!:-)
Saturday, July 15, 2006
A moment ago my mom told me that one of their fellow Couples for Christ member has just died. I was shocked of course because all of them, especially during the Christmas parties which I occasionally attend while I was younger and until now, were just happy and up for the celebration. Plus many weeks ago, I stumbled upon the burial CD of my dear Aunt Helen. My sister and I watched it, but when it was just still on the first part, the part when they showed her lying in the coffin, she bursted into tears. I was trying to comfort her, and I didn’t cry on the outside, I’m tired of seeing my tears falling down to my face when I cry, but rather I sobbed and cried inside. Like my heart was very fragile and vulnerable at that moment when we saw again a painful memory that her death left behind. I can now recover from it, but during the time when she just died and was going to be buried, I cried of course because I experienced the death of a relative that I grew up with. She was so close to our hearts because my cousins and I were treated by her as her own children. She became our second mother too. There are a lot of happy memories of her that I still could remember, like the time when we were pestering around in her house then she commanded us to go to the living room because she was going to punish us. Of course we were just children and we didn’t know what to say. My cousin said that he should be hung upside down. My other cousin said that he should be cooked. I said that I should be spanked. My sister said to say sorry. I can still remember it fresh from my memory. Another one is when she had headaches while she was still alive, she would call to our house and look for me and then ask me to sing for her to make her headache go away. She told me before she died was that my singing to her was effective, it did vanish her headaches. She was also a happy person, always cracking jokes and making us feel better through saying things that would make us laugh. I miss her, but I know now that she is in a better place watching over us and protecting us. I hope that she is protecting my cousin especially, her younger son because he is a little misguided especially during these times that he is growing up as a teen. Now my view on death is this. It is the good side effect of living, why? Because when you die it doesn’t matter how much money you made, nor how high you got in your job or how powerful you think you are. When you die, what matters is the hearts of the people that you have touched and your true and loyal friends that can remember you as a friend who stayed true to yourself. So whenever we have problems, we should always turn to God for help because he IS there to help us. He would know how to guide us and help us solve our problems. Well it all ends here, at least for now. Ciao for now! Peace out!!! :-)
Friday, July 14, 2006
TGIF!!! Not! I had a consultation with my Math teacher this afternoon, and she told me that I was low!!! And that I was gonna get a referral next week.. Oh no... another disappointment that I have done to myself.. What am I to do? I really don’t know how to apply the lessons that I have learned to the tests… Man am I gonna suck. I really need to double time on the effort and I need to improve on the tests. From now on, I am gonna practice hard and study my lessons well and pay more attention to the subjects especially Math ‘cause I really need to improve on this subject. Oh yeah, my Chemistry is kind of low too. But I hope that I don’t get a referral to that subject too because that would suck more. I need not to suffer more. Plus, I am going to try to lessen my time in doing the unimportant things and focus more on my studies, especially this year because they say that it is hard and that this is the most important year of our high school. God!!! I know that you can hear me. Please help me do my best in school and not suck especially in Math! Oh well it ends here.. at least for now. Peace out!! Ciao for now!!!:-)
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Crap! I am currently studying English because we have a test tomorrow.And later on,I will study for CL,then yet,for the crappiest subject of all... Chemistry.Seriously,I don't like how our teacher handles us.She doesn't know how to discipline the class nor to explain a lesson well and properly,then she gives us a test and crappy scores because our answers aren't exactly the same as what she told us.WTH???? We're just humans for God's sake or to break it down easier STUDENTS!!! How could we know what the hell she was talking about exactly.At least she could give us a privilege to answer the question in our own words,but hell no, she wants us to stick to her crappy words during discussions.Seriously miss,If I were you,you should get another job cause teaching does not suit you.As for English,nothing is wrong.Our teacher in this subject is actually one of my favorites.And for CL, well no problem with the teacher,but the subject itself is kinda boring.Another terror is SS.Our teacher in this subject is sooo terrifying to me.Why?Because of his presence during discussion and recitation.It's like he makes us self-conscious of what to answer and that we should not make a mistake in answering his questions.And last but definately not the least terror is...PE!!!Physical Education.A subject where it is supposed to be fun and running around doing sports.But hey,one point,look out for the teacher..she might rip your guts out...literally.Our teacher in this subject gives me more shivers to my bones.. You should pay attentin to what she says and do her instructions exactly as shetold you..or else.. you will suffer dangerous and costly consequences.Oh well better get back to studying if I want to have good results tomorrow and not be disturbed iduring the encore of High School Musical later.Peace out!:-)