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Friday, October 27, 2006
The Emptiness that I feel within...
6:34 AM

Sometimes during these days, I kinda feel like I'm all alone.I don't know why I keep feeling this sadness within, but I just do. I am happy when I'm around with my friends and family but for me, I just feel so worried about stuff. Plus I am worried now because of the outcome of my exams.I am confident of my results in Trigonometry but I am worried in THE, Math and Chemistry. They seem to be the subjects that I am having trouble with.I feel so sick and tired of me feeling all alone,it's not even supposed to be an issue anymore. I just feel so secluded, like in a vast storm.My friends and family are safe in an island and then I am drowning in the sea.Left all alone.Drowning in an unending sea of suffering.But I hope that I would suffer no more,I can only hope and pray.

Oh by the way, here's a new poem that I made during the first ten minutes of THE last week.It was about what I felt during that day.Depressed, invisible and hurt...

"Dead and Invisible"

So many lies that's what I see
Too many that it fills my misery
The loneliness and pain has finally come
And it can never be undone

They tear my soul, I try to scream
But what's the use in trying to redeem
A useless person down and blue
Who still believes that dreams come true

Alone and depressed,I lie down dead
With voices filled inside my head
Nobody listens,nobody cares
No one to tell me "I'll always be there"

Why is the world so harsh?
And it kills us deep inside
Why doesn't it allow us to show
The real emotions that we cannot hide?

So many questions,I'm full of despair
I am never saved and neither spared
From the dark reality that waits ahead
I'm "dead and invisible" that's what you said

Oh well.. I guess I'll always be like this(I hope not..) Ciao for now guys..


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